donderdag 22 juli 2010

I can't change who I am


You can't chance who you are! You even can't control what is happening around you, but you can control what it's doing with you! The things that happens in life are the things who make the person! Wrong, bad or good, the desicion is yours, you are the one who live with it, so stop listening to everyone else and start listening to your own voice! The voice inside you knows what do to.!


G. 21-03-2002


One photo million words!!!

Losing someone you care about is the key to your strength, the strenght you need to go on with your life without that person! I dont mean with losing that someone died you can have different types of losing, you can lose a lover, a friend, or even your own child, they just can turned their back on you! Everyone is strong inside them, some people mopre than others, but losing someone open the door to your strength or even if someone you care about has lost someone your dooor is open too, to help the person you care about!
This little boy may be an angel and be so small but even he isn't around the people he care about so they can see him, he is around them like an guardian angel! It's maybe a kinda weird idea that you have a guardian angel on your shoulder but it's true, some people can see them some others can feel their presence. I'm serious now! Think about all the times you got lucky, like when you are walking on the street and almost hit by a car, that isn't luck it's your guardian angel who is looking after you! It's your own desicion if you are a believer or not, I just wanted to tell my opppinion and what this picture say to me.
I hope you enjoy reading my blog..!!

woensdag 21 juli 2010

The girl who made the difference


Once there was a girl, she was alive but not feeling she was, she had the feeling that her parents wrote the story of her life! One day she took the decision to be the own writer of her life and start packing her stuff, she packed it all and left everything behind, but also she left for each member of the family a letter! In that letter she tried to explain the way how she felt so long and she needed to do this... She needs just to get out and she knows that they wouldn't agree with her so she just left!

While she was sitting in the bus on her way to the airport she was thinking about everything she was leaving behind! And not just her Family but Friends also, Friends she hopes they would understand her that she needed to do this for herself, Friends she hoped she would never lose them for real! And then she thought the Friends who really cared about her would understand her and what she is going through and that they wouldn't disappear out of her life, No the Friends who really care would stand by her side no matter how far she would go no matter what happens!

Her biggest worry was if she was strong enough to get used to a new home, to meet new people, start her own life and that all without her Family by her side. By the time the bus almost arrived at the airport she wished that her Family would be proud of her some day and could look at her not like the daughter/sister who left but like the daughter/sister who started her own life, like the girl who had some dreams and made them all come true!

Maybe she was a dreamer and of course she had a lot of dreams but she was determined to let her dreams come true! She knew it wouldn't be easy but she also knew if she could do that she could do anything!

The girl just got into the airport, checked in and started to walk in to the gate...! She was sitting there in the hall watching at the airplanes that took-off and came back, thinking that in a bit she would be leaving from there to in such a huge airplane... She was afraid to leave everything behind now the moment to leave was coming but she also felt exciting, exciting that she would have the opportunity to start a new life, to write her own story..! While the airplane took-off she felt more and more exciting by the idea she left home, but also afraid that she couldn't handle it, that she couldn't write on her own her life story but that she needs her Family to guide her! The moment the airplane landed she knew that she would handle it all and finally understood that her biggest fear was leaving home and get away from her parental nest, she already left it behind, and she defied already her biggest fear so everything else would be fine too!

The girl grew up as a beautiful independent young woman, she knew how to defied her biggest fears, she learned to handle things on her own, to give the stuff what happened in her life a place and find herself again!

When she started her own Family and her children grow up and they were at the age to let them go and to spread their wings out she finally understood the fears of her own parents to let her go. She also knew that she didn't want to make the same mistakes so she let her children go but before they left she said to them:

''Don’t ever forget that I will always be here for you no matter what happens no matter why you need me I will be always there! Now go write you own story and be careful I love you''

With that words her children left and by the time her children started a Family of their own and they were at the age to leave home that said exactly the same thing they mother told them when they were young! So that young girl who decided one day to make the difference and leave home was a old woman now and she knew she did not have much time anymore her last thought was that she made the difference and that her children learn it to their children and she knew that they will pass it by to each generation of her Family!

So you can see that with one simple thing you can change a whole generation and give them a better life!

Megan foxx tattoo!


There once was a little girl
who never knew love
untill a boy broke her
HEART!!

pack you stuff and get the hell out of here!


Ever had the strange feeling you just want to pack your stuff and get the hell out of here?
Well, that feeling I have right now!
Life is just getting worser and worser...I can't even express my feeling anymore on paper..Lost my talent or thought I had a talent to write my feelings down!
Few days ago I wasn't feeling so well, and my parent send me down to our appartment so I could clean it...I just put on my ipod full volumeee and start dancing! Dancing is also a way to express your feelings, your anger, and just feel better after rocking out on the music!



donderdag 15 juli 2010

inspired in bad angry sad mood!

lill more time and then I will fly...fly away from you just like a butterfly!!!!


I am done with it its over now!!!!!! tired of lies and cover your lies with others lies for once tell the truth face it and let me go!!!

I hate those rumors!!!! just wanna leave from here leave it all behind me and stand on my own legs!!! make my own mistakes and grow up on my own!!!! tired of lies and covering lies with other lies!!!! just wanna face the truth and leave!!! fly like a butterfly!


maandag 12 juli 2010


If you want to do something and you know it isnt wrong but it still feels in some way wrong you feel like you betrayal an other person you care about what do you do? Life is difficult and even more with secrets, secrets that need to come out!!! Everyone has his secrets one person more than the other but everyone need that other person next to him so he can share his secret, keeping it inside is the wurst thing you could do you need to get it out even shout it out loud if you have that chance or write it down but never keep it inside you share it with someone even only one person you will feel much better…